Friday, May 20, 2011

First Date

First date in years.
Turk

He talked about Southern women staying with men who treat them bad, only having sex when they are married and so few lovers. Not at all like women from NY. NY women would never let a man get away with what women put up with here.

He was only interested in how thick my thighs are and what would I do in bed. Sensitive nipples? Lights on? Threesomes? Not at all interested in anything else. He has never fathered a child, although his ex had two girls he calls his own.

You know me...I have a hard time getting naked with a man that I would never welcome into my family. Yet sex is the only thing I need from a man. He is not a face I would want to kiss at all. There is a certain look in the eyes of the man I seek. A certain kindness and longing. This man would probably laugh if he knew that. Guess I am old fashioned, but I find it hard to believe this is God's will.

-- With Integrity and Passion; Live Simply, Love Generously, Care Deeply, Speak Kindly, Leave the Rest to GOD